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Subject:hate my life
Time:09:24 am
so while i am taking this semester off,my girlfriendgot into Cornell,
another into Harvard and my frenemy is going to Yale...yeah...i hate my life


oh yeah...i am not eating today
















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Subject:lost a lbs...
Time:03:55 pm
i hate this place ... ...
i hate this place ... ...
i hate this place ... ...
in every sense











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Current Music:Zepplin - Stairway to Heaven
Current Location:bed
Subject:....
Time:10:47 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] depressed
yeah...
40 fucking pounds to go
fuck it.....anabootcamp better help
my metabolic slump
or else i'm going fucking insane

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Time:04:43 am
Current Mood:fucked
not eating today
...
trying very hard, not to eat today



























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Current Music:Movie - The Thing
Current Location:Living Room
Subject:yay
Time:12:10 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] happy
worked out for an hour and a half, feeling good =)
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Current Location:Bedbound
Subject:i feel fat
Time:01:34 am
Current Mood:Fat
and i have a headache

















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Current Music:MADtv
Current Location:Living Room
Subject:The Weighing is the hardest part
Time:10:52 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] sad
Ok i get that you are supposed to weigh yourself
the same time each day
wearing as little as possible
but i am obsessive
hence i weigh myself every five to eight hours
but i'm gonna try to be good
you know cause i realize it's when i weigh myself and
the number isn't low enough, i start to feel down and what not
but any way i'm gonna try to stick to once or just twice a day weigh-ins
(Morning and Night)


*sigh*

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Current Location:Living Room
Subject:Yay scale !
Time:10:41 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] okay
got my new scale and i lost a pound and a half
yay !
i know i weigh myself way too much but i can't help it


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Current Music:Neko Case - Go Places
Current Location:Room
Subject:Scale Part Deux
Time:03:50 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] optimistic
Two days without a scale and i am caving in
I am going to get one later today
an ACCURATE digital scale
i am a bit nervous as my weight might actually be higher than my old scale reported
but maybe...just maybe, it could be lower


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Current Location:bed
Subject:Bad News
Time:09:31 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] anxious
so i broke my scale
i got really mad and threw it into my mirror
i am always throwing things into my wall
plates, ,my laptop , e.t.c
but i kinda regret the scale ting, since i have no way to weigh myself now
i will hopefully get a new scale by next week

in the mean time,, it's sort of good that i don't have a scale
i could use a break from weight myself over 10 times a day

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Time:02:26 am
god i love josh brolin
he's hot
i don't care how old he is
he is one hot dude

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Time:02:20 am
bah blah
blue black
catch a tiger send it back

i am bored and in desperate need of sleep
The Exorcist is on AMC

I want to lose faster
this is too slow
i lose about 7-8 ponds a week
i need to lose faster but i don't have the strenght to exercise for as long as i want

oh well
la di doo
maybe i should exercise now

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Current Music:The Eagles - Already Gone
Current Location:Living Room
Subject:Half Way There
Time:06:18 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] happy
man...i'm in a classic rock sort of mood
gimme some Eagles, some Creedence, some Crosby Stills Nash n' Young
i lost 3 lbs in one day.
i deserve it
i've worked out for 2 hours for the last three days
and i catch myself doing squats every now and then

i am halfway to my UGW
and it feels soooooooooo good

Thinspo:
Amy Winehouse before she went all cocaine zombie



cocaine Zombie

Vs.









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Subject:????
Time:07:04 pm
soooooooo
confused
3lbs in one day ?
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Current Music:Hardball w/ Chris Matthews
Current Location:den
Subject:Thinspo
Time:02:06 pm
Current Mood:Bloaty





 
LOVE!!!!!!!! her legs





















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Current Location:Base
Subject:Yuck. Period
Time:07:04 am
Current Mood:Bloaty
yeah my period
and i don't even want to think about food today
i just hope i feel well enough to work out later today
GRRRRRRRRR i already missed my morning workout


this bites

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Subject:complacency
Time:06:35 pm
intake today:

homemade GreenTea (unsweetened) - 32 Oz, 0 Calories

Thinspo:



















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Subject:thinspo to keep me from fridge raiding
Time:02:20 pm


















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Current Music:TV - Hardball w/ Chris Matthews
Current Location:Living room, watching my mom stuff her face
Subject:progress
Time:05:51 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] okay
so
i have lost 1/3rd of the weight i allotted myself
i am thrilled to still be on the right track and on schedule weightloss wise
but i can't get over the feeling that i want to be ahead of my schedule
i am an over achiever like that
anyway
a little over 20lbs lost and still going


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Current Music:Race for the White House
Current Location:Blah
Subject:66inches = 5'5'' (26lbs)
Time:06:25 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] blah
Thinspo:

i'm in a psuedo-celebrity kinda mood ;)

































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